Yesterday I got to hang out with the birth mother for about 7 hours. We have known each other for a long time and it was great catching up. One of the reasons why we met is because she invited me to her Dr appt. I was so nervous. The birth mother is so beautiful and her olive tummy is just so perfect. Mine was cute as long as I kept it COVERED!!!!

I have been so worried about bonding with this child because I have not carried, not felt it, not been kept up at night with him yet. But yesterday when I heard my son's strong, steady and really fast heart beat, I just melted. I was totally in love with this little guy and Geoff, Ella and I can not wait to meet him.

Today we met with our lawyer and have started to file all of our suits etc. It was kinda scary today, but the ball is rollin because we are having a baby BOY!!!! :)